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One Year Later...

Thu Jun 11, 2009, 8:02 PM

So.

Tomorrow, June 12th, 2009.

A year.

I can't believe I'm alive right now.

I don't know if I'm thankful for that or not

It's been a year since you drove away, its been the most emotionally difficult year of my life.
I'm just. I'm just so, I'm just so
So tired.
I'm just so tired from it, I ache.

It's been a long year. A long year, and a long way down. I'm alive. I'm tired, but I'm still alive. It's been a long year, and it'll be a long, long way back down, down to the place where we started from......

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Mood: Emotional
Listening to: Bright Eyes,Dresden Dolls,Devendra Banhart,Beatles
Reading: philosophy, spirituality, zines, etc
Watching: Ralph Nader
Playing: with my mind.
Eating: Vegetarian food
Drinking: Water (I might never drinking soda again)

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~solarzero Jun 12, 2009, 2:50:13 AM

We all grow tired... we are tired of what has happened... but we keep moving... moving to the next point in time, despite the fact that we grow tired...

Wonder how far we go until we finally fall to that feeling of tiredness and rest...

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It's not that I don't want to lose, it's just that I don't want you to win... ... Wait, that's really messed up |